Me and School

The truth is.... I don't like school.
I love learning, I love reading, but for some reason school is so hard for me to do.
My motivation in the morning is generally at zero.  Two chapters of the New Testament (currently Luke), two frozen waffles,  a cup of coffee, and a shower later I'm still generally wanting to crawl back into bed.
What is it that scares me?  What is it that makes me feel like I don't belong?  I don't know.  I'm just stuck.

Maybe it's because I still don't really know what God wants me to do how I'm supposed to do this.  What are my dreams?  The things that have been cultivated inside of me and growing since I was a little girl?  To be a wife.  A mother.  A cattle ranching, hay making farmer.  I don't want to be in an office five days a week with a week off for Christmas and other holidays.  I love the land.  I love to work the land.  I don't know a lot there is to know about farming and ranching, but who really has all of the answers?  I'm willing to learn...and I guess that's why I'm here. 

Will you walk with me during this time of searching out answers?   

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened"

Matthew 7:7&8

 ~Kaitlynn